nobody cares. (c) Sonny

more later perhaps. right now i'm one Morose Motherfucker.

**edit

anyway. nobody cares.

maybe ppl only care to the extent that it affects THEM. the world never revolves around one person, and no other person's world will ever revolve around you. they say you can't love someone until you learn to love yourself. they were right. no one will ever love you more than yourself. well maybe ya momma but she gave birth to you and she's the only one that'll EVER be able to say she gave birth to you so how about we just count that as a special exception. to everyone else tho, nobody cares. fellas, that girl only loves you as long as you say and do the right things, make her feel good and pretty and Womanly. listen to her problems as if they were your own. dickerdown all night long. fail to do one or more things for any extended period of time and be prepared to see that "love" manifest itself for what it really is. ladies that fella only loves you as long as you keep him full. bring him his beer while its cold. deal with his mood swings no matter how often. keep it hot & wet and make sure dinner is ready. fail to hold ya man up properly, and don't be surprised if he's shoppin for a new model. why is it like this, you ask?

cuz nobody cares.

your friends think you're funny. you're always the funniest one in the room, and the life of the party. folks even memorize old jokes on some "remember that time you said '______'? boy you so crazy!" but guess what? don't you dare drop the funnyman routine, lest you find out who your real friends are. try to get some advice, or get a problem off your chest, or just generally be in a justifiable bad mood and see what happens. all of a sudden folks are busy, or they don't wanna hear it, or its "why you gettin all SERIOUS all of a sudden??". think about the people you're around on the regular, your closest circle. and think about who was there when you REALLY needed a friend. nobody? just as i thought. and i don't even mean heavy favors like "aye man come to the top floor of my hotel to stop me from jumpin off" or "aye my nigga loan me $1500 till tax season 2008". i mean when you just need someone to talk to, someone to listen. someone you could depend on. and if you're like me and you usually handle those types of situations alone, think of why you feel that way. think of why there's no one you feel you can trust with those types of things. know what the answer is?

cuz nobody cares.

lol @ you thinking ppl at your job care. they dont care about your sickness, unless its contagious. they don't care what's going on with your kids' babysitter, unless their kids go there too. they don't care that you're taking classes at night in addition to bustin your ass at work during the day, just have them fuckin reports done by friday at 3, okay? yeah they come by your cubicle and they ooh and aah at your pics or laugh about that email you sent them or ask you if you've got a significant other, but you best believe by 4:45 them mofoes have totally forgotten about yo ass and their only concern is gettin home and poppin that Marie Callendar in the microwave quick enough to be settled by the time Wheel of Fortune comes on.

cuz nobody cares.