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~ i still feel REALLY bad about the death of james brown. not that he wasn't an old man or anything, but i think i really looked up to that cat. i'm still jammin his music and pourin out dranks for him. us May 3rd babies gotta stick together i guess

~ "nobody cares" (c) sonny

~ i'm a quiet kinda guy. i'm the guy that comes around, kind of peeps the scenery, and just sits in the corner observing everything and everybody. but sometimes i wanna be The Man. sometimes i wanna be the guy that walks in the door and everybody knows him. i want everybody to look to me for whats cool and whats not. if a joke is told, i want folks lookin at me to see if i laugh before they decide if it was funny or not. lol as i type this i take all this shit back, cuz it sounds like some shit Usher or somebody would say. egomania is NOT a good look on me.

~ actually i'm pretty sure "listo" is the spanish word for "ready". no idea what the spanish word for "list" is.

~ i been smokin too much lately. tobacco and Wacky Tobacco alike. a product of the stressful times? iont know, but i been lookin into active ways to quit. that patch shit aint workin my brain is too strong to be psyched out.

~ my phone doesn't ring anymore! unless its dward and thats kinda rare. my emails are now mostly horoscopes (which i'm about to drop), facebook notifications, airtran sales, and Tracy's Daily Insult. i need to make friends. of course, in order to do that, i need to leave the house during the Social Hours. first things first.

~ actually tracy's been rather not-mean to me for the past day or so. she better stop before i start liking it. plus i'm pretty sure that would cause a rip in space-time or somethin like that.

~ i'ma hold off on reading her blog. she told me i could, just not to "hold it against her". sounds like a replay of "the notebook incident" waiting to happen.

~ no really, what's the spanish word for "list"? i'm bout to go to freetranslations dot com on y'all asses.

~ i been wantin a new car lately, knowin damn well that 1) i cant afford it, and 2) it really shouldnt be anywhere near the top of my priorities list.

~ folks have got me seriously thinkin about what my first post-graduation move is gonna be. do i move? back to atlanta? do i try to make a big ass splash here in memphis? i say and feel like i'ma be here for a while, but if you know me you know that i pretty much look at career as only a small piece of my full life plan. family is the much larger piece. so if by the time i'm ready to be a mover and a shaker, if i dont have my family started, or at least have an idea of where i'm goin in that arena, i might just say "fuck it" and start travellin the world and shit.

~ oh shit, freetranslation says it's "lista". what a gypp.

~ i hate every single fucking one of my coworkers. and for no particular good reason. lol i heard 'thru the grapevine' that folks here think i'm stuck up. fuck 'em i'll be dat den!

~ i'm pretty much in the pits. usually when i'm in the pits, i can count on myself to burn a CD of just the perfect mix of just the perfect songs to help lift, ease, or magnify my mood. catharsis, motherfucker. lately i just can't put that CD together tho. maybe this time is different?

~ fuck it, i'm rich.