okay i recant

i spoke some bitter words about being friends with my ex the other day....i take them back.

oh its still hard, don't play. but i think it can be done, and it can even be good. the really hard part is that i still fall into the trap sometimes of wondering if we'll ever be together again, but usually she'll say or do something that makes it pretty damn clear that that shit aint happenin. it hits like a sting at first, and then i realize that i was the one who was trippin. sooooo aside from the occasaional self-check, i've got myself a pretty good thing goin.

except for the fact that i'm lonely as a fuck....but thats a whooooole nother entry.

bottom line: i'm glad we're friends.