in other news: fbgm. (myriad random thoughts)

~ i think i've re-given up on gettin married. lol this revelation came out of the blue as i sat at a concert saturday night waiting for mary j. blige to hit the stage. not sure what sparked it...but yeah, i give up on gettin married.

~ speakin of which, mary's show was off the chain!! two concerts in two weekends, i'm startin to get spoiled over here. i didn't know if i'd enjoy it, since the last mary album EYE bought was My Life, adn hell that came out in like '94...but i enjoyed it a lot.

~ also, props to jaheim for breakin out the silver sequined jacket when he performed "A House Is Not A Home"...he KILLT it, too!

~ i left my phone @ home today. i feel naked without it.

~ which is surprising, considering MY PHONE DONT RING NO MORE. its really depressing, kinda. whatever happened to the bigass Fan Club i had back in the day? lol hot damn have i fallen off.

~ i wanna be the Man Of Somelady's Dreams

~ is it possible to love bein single & hate bein lonely at the same time?

~ is it possible for me to stfu about my datin status for a min or two?

~ but y'all don't want me to talk real talk about DEEZ HOES, tho.

~ you really don't.

~ yeah i'm havin fun with the tildes, sue me.

~ i could never love a white woman. i don't even think i could fix my mind to lay one down.

~ trace, holla @ nutsack, fam. peace queen, btw. i do love you though.

~ NOT.

~ i gotta stop spendin money on CD's. FUCK GAME THEORY!! too bad its already pre-ordered :-/

~ fuck facebook and myspace, btw. how do you go about meeting someone off a site like this? i'm just not an "instant attraction" type dude. i can own up to it. women don't look at me and just be like "ooh i gotta have that nigga". NOPE. i tend to get by on charm, mystery, and jokes. unfortunately, on the internet that shit is all about DA PICS. so until i get the arms shoulders and abs straight, i can hang up any ideas of nigganet pimpin.

~hell that kinda runs into real life too. i dont get attention or "holla'd" at for my looks. i usually have to wear someone down over some days, weeks, or even years (its happened). which is kinda fucked up if you think about it, cuz i consider myself to be a moderately handsome dude. i guess i'm just not a STUNNA.

~ whatever tho, cuz in the end it all comes back to the subject line: fbgm.