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SOMEBODY STOP MEH!!! (c) The Mask


man i been spendin a GRIP online over the past 2 weeks....i'm gettin ready to shut down the paypal and keep it movin...

my purchases include 3 cd's, 2 movies, 2 DVDs, 2 books and a Musical Instrument....


the hell is wrong w/ me?

:)

love aint everything.

remember that.

no matter how strongly u feel about a person...

they could be your sunshine, your morning star, your inspiration in the morning, and your dreams in the evening. but that just aint enough.

it doesnt guarantee it'll work.

its already hard enough to end a relationship w/o being jaded, and without wanting to completely swear off all members of the opposite sex. but its even HARDER when you look back, and there's really no reason it should be over.

we love each other.

but sometimes that just aint good enough.

the weekend.

an interesting weekend for me.


friday i went to the studio w/ my homeboys from sth memphis. reaaaaaal interesting experience. i wasn't really feelin like jumpin in the booth or anything at first, cuz they were on some generic headbussin' type stuff.

but after a while of sittin there hearin the beat bang, my mind already in the clouds, i said 'eff it'.

"aye man, lemme hold a piece of paper".

and i got to it. took me 15 mins to write some "killa-killa" talk, 15 more minutes to lay my track & my ad-libs.

as for them? not so fast. EACH one of these cats had to take an hour-plus a PIECE, to record some vocals on what turned out to be a very forgettable song.

did i mention this was my first time ever in the studio? and these boys were supposed to rap for a LIVING?

i mean, i could understand it taking forever to build a masterpiece, and i'm not here to act like i was sonnin' em in the booth at all. but damn man i'm just sayin if we ALL spit mediocre verses, but mine took 15 minutes to put down and yours took 75 minutes, then something is wrong.

more specifically, something is wrong with YOU.

NOT TO MENTION the fact that NONE of them got my chappelle's show reference. i was in the booth doin sound check, feelin good abt myself, so i blurt out "I SPIT HOT FIYAH!!!" (lmao). man them boys turned around and looked at me like i just came out the closet or something! negative cool pts for them...

new home

looks like my 'blog/journal' (blournal? jog?) has found a new home. the last one has been removed, as recent events have made me swear off myspace/blackplanet/facebook and the like.

first thing, if you have the address to this blog, that means i think you're pretty cool fucking beans. participate, dammit!


second thing, if you're waiting on daily, hourly, or any type of regular updates, keep waitin. i'll speak when i have something to say.


second thing, dont mind me as i empty my mind onto this space. i dont really have friends, per se, so i'll often use this space to vent. also, if i say something here that is contrary or contradictory to something i've said before, pay it no mind. i mean, if there's anything you should know about me, its that i'm a walking contradiction.